Monday, December 12, 2011

in which I'm like, a total downer.

(In case you wonder, the pictures in this post have NOTHING to do with whats written. Well, except the one. You'll figure it out.)
~It's impossible for me to live my life without trying to please everyone around me. Of course, that doesn't mean that if your my friend trying to get me to do something "bad", I'm going to do it to make you happy. Nah. But if your my friend, and you want me to where a $200 dress that is anything but flattering on me on your wedding, I just can't say no. Even if I end up in tears over it. Because I want you to be happy.
Ever once in a while I wish i'd be kinda a jerky person who's all like "Hellooo, I am NOT a size 2, that dress is not made for me!!!" but no. I accept it. I smile. I mean, who cares right? I'll just stop eating, and start excercising for the next 5 months, constantly. That way I'm not completely disgusting.
*sigh* One more $200 bridesmaid dress I shall be crying over. I'm so vain sometimes it makes me sick.
Oh gosh. I'm gonna end up like that girl on "27 dresses" who has 27 ridiculous bridesmaid dresses in her closet, who's pining after a guy who doesn't love her, and who ends up singing "Benny and the Jets" ina bar in the middle of nowhere after her car breaks down. Oh, no, please no!

~I expect too much from everyone around me. I really do. I mean, I give and give and give...why should you give anything in return? You shouldn't. Really. It's too much to ask.

~Rain, rain, rain, rain. Please. Your time has come and gone. It's snows turn to stop in for a while. So rain, rain, please go away? Come back in a few months?

~ Once Upon A Time is absolutely, postively my new favorite show. I don't think there's ever been a show that I waited for week after week like this one. It's just so romantic. *sigh* Prince Charming is just so...Prince Charming. Brought to life! Be still my heart.

~The dog is creepishly watching me from the landing on the stairs, his eyes are like staring into my soul...I think this is my cue to go to bed. Good night world. May tomorrow be a brighter,optimistic day!

Love, Victoria


  1. nice post! thanks for sharing... blessings...soraya

  2. thank you!! The dog in the last picture is my pomeranian.